A glimmer of hope? Starting to visualize plans for the future. These plans are independent of Michael, which will help to make them not only more achievable, but more satisfying. First, I am considering applying for leadership of our local LLL chapter. I know I am a strong, empathetic, and intelligent woman, but I have some doubts. Do I have the necessary skills to fully help the women who may need me? I've also been pondering becoming a doula - but the same worry applies. I've enrolled J in Thursday morning library time. Before that, we meet some friends at a coffee shop for breakfast. J enjoys this time with other kids his own age - it is very important for him. I have discovered wifi on main street, and am able to spend the pre-coffee time and also naptime. I can actually get something accomplished! yes!

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